My scanner is broken and no one knows how to fix it ( or is it that we're all just lazy/busy?) I'm done wtih school OMG with a close call with my Women's Studies exam...thank God for awesome teachers. Other than that I'm still in retail which I need to move away from as soon as possible. I've been drawing a hell of a lot lately and of course have nowhere to put it all. I've been trying to get more organized with well EVERYTHING. stories. art. life. I think I've finally broken down to a set design for my Palia character who I've been developing for years now. rawr. Can I just draw things for a living. Will someone just pay me to paint their but into a cat's face. One day there will be a job like that, and then where will I be?

I also had a breakthrough. This one artist that I've been stalking(reading) for a few years put up a livejournal post about how sometimes you really do feel like you suck at what you do, everyone is better and people don't help because A. they either don't understand or B. they say that you're not going to get any better. Now I don't have the latter and I have plenty of people who support me and such but I went for a long while from the beginning of this year til about last month where I didn't think I could draw for crap. I thought that everyone was better than me and that I might as well just lock up my art supplies. However this fellow endevorer shown some light and I think every single person in the world can draw. And damnit, I am good at what I do, I may not do fancy schmancy stuff but I can draw hella good. So this is to pass along to anyone else who might be feeling the same way. Because it sure helped me. Just say FUCK YEAH MAN ....it's made me smile all day.

peace